Refill before No Strings Attached tonight. I am undone.

I just can't imagine life without Him.
He's the only One who has seen each scar, each weakness and knows each secret. He's the only One that had a front row seat to all of my downfalls, trip ups, and on purpose screw ups.Yet still. 

Yet still, He chooses me. In each moment He stays. He never quits showing up. He pursues me hard and boldly, draws me close and gently washes my feet and lovingly soaks the crap the world has deposited, or I have on purpose chose to wallow in. My weaknesses don't intimidate Him nor does my sin make Him withdrawal. He embraces me in any condition because it's me. 
And I'm the one He loves.

Such great love, He has lavished on me - individually and uniquely. Tonight I can't wait to lavish that same customized love on each dancer at all of the strip clubs in Tulsa. May they see the length, height, and breadth of His never ending, never stopping, never give up kind of love.

“Levi gave a large dinner at his home for Jesus. Everybody was there, tax men and other disreputable characters as guests at the dinner. The Pharisees and their religion scholars came to his disciples greatly offended. “What is he doing eating and drinking with crooks and ‘sinners'? Jesus heard about it and spoke up, Who needs a doctor: the healthy or the sick? I’m here inviting outsiders, not insiders—an invitation to a changed life changed inside and out.”
‭‭Luke‬ ‭5:29-32‬ ‭MSG‬‬